Chapter Two

Well its been a few months since I last wrote and I can say that things have moved on a bit.

I've started college again! Third time lucky I hope.... I am doing a BTEC Award with an NVQ in Business Administration. We have a very mixed bunch in the business course. We have old and new, young and old, gay and straight, male and female, English, Russian and Columbian etc etc.

So I turned up on the first day, 15 minutes early, stood outside the classroom door. When up turns 4 17 year olds! What have I got myself into I wonder? Then some "older" people start drifting in and I feel relief, I'm not the only old bugger in the class! I've made quite a few friends :)

It has been a month now since I started college and its going OK, bit slow going. by that I mean I haven't got any assignments yet, which I would like to have so I can get my teeth into something!

So what else has happened..... I am now living part time at the in-laws and part-time at my parents, which is fun lol I wake up every morning trying to remember which house I'm in!!

I've finally been to the doctors to see if I could get some help by the form of counselling, which I am happy to say I have been referred to see one. I hope it starts soon so I can get myself sorted out and happy again :D

Anyway, enough for now. I am going to go and type up all my hand written notes for college so I can do something. I must be mad!

Keep reading and hopefully I will update a bit quicker this time lol xxx